Thursday 29 November 2012

It's a bit clearer...

I have been told and read many times that  sugar feeds cancer. But I really did not understand why  - so I did some research of my own to discover why I should avoid sugar. 

Sugar feeds every cell in our bodies. Our bodies need glucose, or simple sugar, for energy. Even if you cut every bit of sugar out of your diet, your body will still make sugar from other sources, such as protein fat & carbohydrates.

So cancer cells need sugar to grow, just like healthy cells. It helps to remember that there is nothing particular about sugar that “feeds” cancer cells any more than sugar feeds all cells in our body.  So sugar doesn’t exactly just“feed” cancer cells. It is a good idea to limit the amount of simple sugar you eat because when you eat a lot of sugar, your body produces a lot of insulin.

Insulin is a natural substance made by the body which can tell cells to grow. In simple terms, insulin can “rev up” cell growth. For healthy cells, this is a good thing. This is because the cells in your body grow, divide, die, and are replaced as part of the natural process of living. However, cancer cells behave differently and can be encouraged to grow more, too, when our bodies produce too much insulin. So while some insulin in the body is normal, excess insulin may encourage cancer cells to grow more, which is not a good thing.

We need insulin in our bodies to function, but when it’s levels are high that is when it is unhealthy if we make too much of it. So sugar does not “feed” cancer cells. However, a lot of sugar can cause our bodies to produce too much insulin. For someone like me with cancer as my immune system has a problem killing cancer cells by eating too much sugar I am encouraging those cancer cells to grow.
 

For an example of how this works, think about fruit and fruit juice. The amount of insulin your body makes after you eat a piece of fruit is much lower than the amount of insulin produced when you drink fruit juice. Whole fruit contains fibre and that fibre helps balance out the sugar in fruit.

For another example, think about eating specific foods together to get a healthier snack or meal. Instead of having two pieces of fruit as a snack, try having one piece of fruit and a small handful of nuts. The nuts contain protein, fat, and fibre. These three things help your body keep insulin in balance.

The most important point is that sugar itself is not bad. However, too much sugar, without enough protein, fat, and fibre to balance it out, can cause our bodies to make too much insulin. It is not the sugar, but rather the insulin that may be a problem for spurring cancer cell growth . To prevent this, you should RESTRICT the simple sugar in your diet. There is no need to follow a stringent diet and swear off every single dessert. The key is moderation. Use the following tips to help yourself find a healthy balance with your food choices:
  • Stick with naturally occurring sugar, such as the sugar that is found in fruit. This is a much healthier option than processed sugar that is found in  cake, desserts, pie, and baked goods.
  • Avoid concentrated sources of sugar, such as fizzy drinks and fruit drinks. It is OK to have 100 percent fruit juice in moderation but avoid fruit drinks that don’t contain any real fruit juice.
  •  Restrict your “treats,” such as dessert. Special occasions only and then only a very small portion.
  • Focus on whole, healthy, unprocessed food, including vegetables, fruit, whole grains, legumes (beans, lentils, and peas), nuts, and seeds.
Now I understand the science behind why I should avoid simple sugar in my diet and focus on eating a healthy, well-balanced diet. I need to just think sensibly.

I am discovering that there is a whole new world of recipes that exclude sugar which I have been experimenting with. There have been some great successes and others are too awful to subject myself to again! Let alone friends and Neil!

I started off with some recipes from Penny Brohn Cancer Care. Their "Mug Loaf" which is like a fruit loaf with dried fruit,small amount of honey, spelt flour, porridge oats and oat milk and has become a firm favourite.


Freshly made mug loaf

This is a delicious treat with a cup of green tea about 4.00 pm on a wintry afternoon. The coconut and seed flapjacks were a disaster but made a very good topping on my morning porridge - so I found a use for them.

And this weekend Colin gets to meet these two known as the "Doodles"!Wish him and us luck!


Monday 26 November 2012

Why green tea is good for you and a reminder aboout Dr Servan Schreiber

 Did you know that a cup of green tea can average 25mg of a super potent antioxidant called EGCG, which kills cancer cells. 

Thanks to "Anticancer, A New Way of Life" by Dr David Servan-Schreiber - for those of you on Face Book locate the page Anticancer, A New Way of Life for lots of anti care information.

Two years...



Two years today.....I had my major bowel operation at Basingstoke to remove the original tumour. And there was me thinking that was it with hospitals!!!

Two years .... I can hardly believe it.

I am so grateful to the team that got me through that op and recovery two years ago - I thought at times then I was never going to make it and today only realising the date when I was out walking Colin in the wet this morning.



So much has happened in the last two years for which I am grateful.



Friday 23 November 2012

Sky - how it changes so quickly

A walk with Colin last Saturday afternoon when I was at Burghope Manor - I noticed what a beautiful late afternoon sky there was so had  to share these photos taken on my phone.










Well I thought it was amazing!

Bristol and floods - an adventure

What a day to decide to travel to Bristol! All was going well until Chippenham and I was thinking that this was so much better than driving - less stress and enjoying my book. I was looking forward to a bit of lunch in one of the trendy cafes in Clifton before my appointment.
Then all my plans were shelved as the train came to a grinding halt and then we just sat there! Torrential rain overnight had caused major chaos from Chippenham onwards. So I sat on a train waiting to see what was going to happen. There was flood ahead of us and although a train can travel through water it cannot travel through running water. So we had to wait for the food water to stop running. And we couldn't go back as there was severe congestion on the line. I have to give First Great Western some credit as they did manage to keep us informed of what was happening.

Flooded railway track

Completely immersed
Two hours and twenty minutes late my train arrived at Bristol Temple Meads - where chaos ensued as there were people queueing for replacement bus services to destinations that trains could not get to because of the floods.
Thankfully I was able to reschedule my appointment - I was delighted that they could do so and couldn't thank Dr Hembry enough. So at least my adventure was not in vain! and my session with her was just what I needed to hear - more later.







Burghope Manor Weekend 16-18 November


What a wonderful weekend I had at Burghope Manor.
The owners and friend of ours - Peter and Alan - run this B&B like a home from home and it felt like it even though my home is no where near as grand and luxurious.

Such a relaxing weekend ..............just what we needed and Colin came too.

  • Delicious breakfasts to start the day 
  • Freshly made pots of tea made on request - just a delight to have before the roaring fire!
    Relaxing in the sitting room.

  • Beautiful home-cooked evening meal prepared with fresh produce.
  • Met friendly lovely new people
  • Delicious supper in the local pub.
  • A wander around Bradford on Avon
  • Comfy beds
  • Great sleeps
Throwing the bone for Colin in the garden
Had a quick visit to Bath

The Royal Crescent

What? Mummers  show in Bath - very strange!
Beautiful walks in the Wiltshire countryside.
A Sunday morning walk before breakfast.         

What's that Colin? Never seen a Llama before?

Someone's made themselves feel at home!
A great treat - Thank You Burghope Manor! We will be back.


Penny Brohn Retreat - 7- 9 November 2012

 It was good to find myself back at the Penny Brohn Cancer Care Centre just outside Bristol. This was a Retreat called the Introduction to the 5 day Retreat called the Journey of Transformation. This was different than the courses that I had attended in the past which were informative about diet, mindfulness, exercise and well being. Over the 2 days of this retreat we got more time than on the other courses for mindful reflection and discussion.There were 8 of us in the group and this led to some interesting conversations. I met up again with two ladies who I met on the first course so we had lots to catch up on. Being in the comfort of this place I did find a place of stillness that I hadn't felt for a while. A place where things slowed down and a space for reflection of the last few months appeared. I found this at first a strange place to visit. I let it run and it was quite interesting what came out. A huge sense of gratitude about my life as it is at the moment. My answers to 5 simple questions really surprised me and still do - a real sense of being happy.

I spent 45 mins wandering around the garden in a mindful silent walk. I can't believe how beautiful that time was and how much I benefited from slowing down and spending that time so engaged with nature. I spent ages looking at a Monkey Puzzle tree - a tree that ordinarily I am not a great fan of but upon close examination is amazing - the leaf and branch structure so pliable yet so strong. I had to take 10 minutes the next day to take some photos to remind me of that special walk.
The close leaf structure of the Monkey Puzzle Tree
The leaves completely cover the branches.

I came across this circle of seats in the woods.

Sun illuminating the golden leaves of autumn

The garden at PB.






Smile !!!

I came away rested and my mind quietened by the experience. Over the last few weeks some different things emerged which I have spent a lot of time thinking about. I think I am now on my way back to making sense of some of this and finding a renewed energy and direction.

Alison tells me that you get what you need and not necessarily what you want. I met a lady at PB who really inspired me to think again about alternative treatments and therapies working in conjuction with main stream cancer treatments. Now I have decided to explore this I feel so much more positive again.


Tuesday 6 November 2012

Visit to consultant last Friday

All went well on Friday when we went back to Basingstoke. The consultant that I normally see was away so I saw his Senior Registrar. As expected there is no further treatment now until the next scan. That will be scheduled for the beginning of February 2013.

I had a very good conversation with him about the cancer coming back twice. He was very honest and said that as the original bowel tumour I had removed nearly 2 years ago was very aggressive it was not uncommon for there to have been the tumours arising in the liver and the lung. But the fact that I did not have them at the same time was a good thing and also that they have cropped up some time after the original tumour was removed.

He had an interesting view about the chemo I had after that first op as he thought that it had held the cancer at bay while I was having it so while it did not kill off the cancer cells it certainly bought me some time.

Going forward should there be any more tumours there is a lot that they can do. If it occurs back in the liver then I could have a further resection and he knew of people who had up to 4 resections.

And as time goes on there is lots of new medical developments with cancer treatments.

So the meeting was very encouraging and I left feeling very positive.

So no more medical stuff hopefully until next year. And so.............


Meanwhile I had an email from the Penny Brohn Centre with spaces for a 2 day retreat starting on Wednesday 7 November and so I have managed to get one of the spaces.

So I am off the Bristol tomorrow and looking forward to some R&R. As Alison said to me " you get want you need what you want" and after every blip so far PB has played part of the healing treatment - so no wonder it has come back into my life again.

Monday 29 October 2012

Saturday in Brighton was a much better day!

Saturday .......... the first brush with winter. Cold but sunny. Blue skies - how I missed you. It's been like living in a tupperware container for the last week - just fuzzy greyness.

A planned trip with Neil his Mum and Margaret a friend of hers  from her singing group to Brighton. This was a birthday surprise for Neil's mum - something we try and do each year for her birthday and which she really enjoys.

We had a simple but very enjoyable lunch at a veggie cafe Iydea which has won a 2012 Award for it's food by Veggie Heaven.

My choice of potato, caramelised red onion, cheddar & chive galette with jumbo cous cous with crunchy shredded carrot & fresh dill in a lemon & mustard dressing, Greek Salad, Hummus  & Roasted Mixed Seeds - was just delicious. Twinned with a fresh juice of carrot apple and ginger made for a perfect lunch for me. The others said that they all enjoyed their choices as well.

Margaret Neil's mum & Neil at Iydea



On the sea front

Outside the Brighton Pavilion
 We even made it to the sea front and it was a bit blowy!

 


The main surprise was a concert at the Brighton Dome. It was a light hearted concert with plenty of tunes that were instantly recognisable. Here is a link to a YouTube video of the Rogers & Hammerstein's 'Oklahoma!' overture that they played to give you a flavour. Uplifting and light! Just what I needed. Neil's mum was truly delighted with her surprise.



This was my first trip to Brighton for a long time and it reminded me how much I miss my lovely friend Susie who used to live here before she emigrated to Perth (Australia).

Susie & me 10 years ago - love the hats !This photo always makes me smile!
 We had such fun times when she lived in Brighton. Such great memories.
 Hello Susie, Stew, Yassie & Xanthe!

Then in the evening we went to Hamish's 50th surprise birthday party.

Hamish & Tracy
Andy, Neil , me, Dan & Sam at Hamish's party.
A tiring but exciting day .... my grey cloud has blown away and long may it stay that way!


Sunday 28 October 2012

Friday's Strange flat feeling..

I should have been dancing with joy after receiving the news from the surgeon yesterday. But instead I have been feeling flat all day. I couldn't manage to shift the grey cloud that was following me around no matter how much I tried. I had a brief interlude of sunny intervals when Gillian rang and she cheered me up with her stories of climbing the London 02 roof on her company away day! But that cloud caught up with me again! I know that it would not last for long so decided to embrace it while it was here.

I soon realised that what was happening was that this while I was EXTREMELY relieved and happy that this latest episode with the big C was over but at the same time I wondered if there would be another episode that I would have to deal with. Of course who knows! I don't and the doctors don't. It is down to my body and mind being able to kill off those cancer cells and stop them from forming little colonies that grow and cause all the problems.

All I can do is carry on with all the stuff I have been doing as this is giving myself the best chance of it reoccurring and should that happen then I deal with it.

I spent a  quiet evening with Neil and Colin watching some TV and a delicious brinjal biryani and chickpea curry and an early night - simple things And tomorrow is another day etc



Discharged from Oxford - lung stuff all done!

I went to see the surgeon in Oxford on Thursday afternoon for the post op review. The tumour that was in my lung was made up of cells of the same type as the original demon that was first located in my bowel and removed back in November 2010. The good news is that they removed this one as well from my lung with very clear margins. The chest x-ray showed that all was OK and that the lung had healed. I am almost back to the same fitness levels as before the operation. I was told that I had done very well. So I was discharged from the lung clinic at Oxford so no more visits there are required.

I have been referred back to my bowel surgeon for further check ups etc and I have an appointment to see him on 2 November when I expect we will agree next scan dates etc.               Meanwhile life is there for me to get on with............!



Wednesday 24 October 2012

Colin at the seaside.


                        Colin on video at the seaside! First film on the blog!




and some photos as well!
Sunset on Saturday evening over the Common

Neil & Colin
Big Suffolk Skies on the beach at Southwold

Colin outside Weavers Cottage where we stayed.